Unforgiven-soul

Lusting,Loving,Longing,Breaking Lusting,loving,longing,breaking Bleeding,crying,hurting,aching Lost alone in the world of hate Ending the pain,I just can't wait Fear of livign life this way Loathing living another day Yelling,begging,loathing,hating Bleeding,hurting,aching,waiting Trying to escape this life of Hell Why can't I die, my soul does yell But all that answers is the pain And the depression's mighty reign left alone to ponder why? Why?,Oh why?Can't I just die? Lusting,loving,longing,breaking Loathing,Hating,Bleeding,Aching

Alone I sit here by myself The books lay dusty on the shelf The darkness begins to fall The depression begins to crawl It finds it's way into me To try and set me free I suddenly feel the blade Now the pain begins to fade The blood comes gushing out There is no time to pout All this happened because of you I guess you never knew I'm a helpless noone And it hurts to have fun Now it hurts no more As my body lays twitching on the floor The blood is gushing out like mad And it really is quite sad All this happened because of you Because you never knew When i said I loved you, it was true So I continue on Noone to miss me w

Easing the Pain Take the blade from the shelf Hide it my room For when i'm by myself I wait the hours away The time passes so slow It takes forever for time to go It's finally time for bed I'm suppose to go lay down my sweet head But tonight i ease the pain instead I pick up the blade Cut into the wrist I see the blood Won't come So i tense my hand into a fist And try again This is it at last The pain is leaving I'm slowly breathing The blood runs out on the floor My Body's dying But the pain hurts no more

Relieving The Pain My heart's eternal fire Has a deep and dark desire To take away the pain That's what I hope to gain I finally see the answer Laying on the shelf I pick up the blade Motion towrds the wrist My vision becomes a mist The pain is leaving me My soul is finally free Because I've killed myself

Thoughts Of The Heart Inhale of a breath Exhale of a sigh Crunch of an apple Waiting for time to go by A beat of a heart A tear from an eye A sob from a soul A treased memory,in my heart it shall lye A love in my heart A care in my soul Wth you forever Tat is my goal A hand in a hand A kiss to the lips A arm around the waist Down by the hips You've captured my heart You've stolen my soul I'll love you forever No matter the toll

Rage Do I have a problem? Yes I surely do the rage inside of me is only caused by you I need to get away calm down till another day spaz and freak out slurring words I never ment to say Trying to over come this anger trying to pass it by continuing to be anger my mind does wonder why? Why is it everything I try Always fails to succed? In taking away this problem Deep inside of me Nothing seems to work I still have a problem But You can't say I didnt try To pass this anger by Raging out on everything Making situations worse This proble I have Is my eternal curse

Never Ending War This is all so wrong We're still singing the same song The hatred is stirred up again We freak out like we are insane The threats again muttered OUr happiness stored away in a gutter All we know is worry Our vision gone blurry We love to see that hate ending it all in bnlood is our fate Unable to let it rest Chaos is the feeling we know best Fighting because we are alike I wish the racial war would just take a hike We've been through this before We are going through it once more But it's all very sad The consquences are going to be bad Unless we stp this war Before death strikes once more

Shadows From The Past Back again are the shadows That hang over my head Like scavengers waiting For that lost drop of blood to be shed The past reaches ahead To eliminate the light The shadow is back It took over without much fight I must say it's fires are warm As they burn inside of me Making me remember what I long ago forgot So it's come back to put things right, whats surely ment to be Soon the last drop will fall So the shadow laugh as it Put Right whats ment to be, Asit sets my soul free

Returning Shadows Once again the shadows loom And your face once more looks so gloom You fear it corrupting you Why it continues to come back for you You wish you knew You begin to feel that farmilar pain Of the shadows mighty reign Unable to break free Trapped forever you will always be Lost in darkness is what you fear The end is comming,it is near The shadow's power weaken's thee It's come back to set you free

Why I Salute You joined in the wars To see the European shores Not fully knowing what was in store Never knowing About the Chaos,death toll and more You fought for us,for honour,glory, and pride You fought with Allies,Family, and friends by your side You fought for what needed to be done Although it cost us a numerous toll,in the end these battles we won So for you bravery and endless pains I have to thank you for what this country gains You fought, and even have your lives, to keep us free these are the reasons why I salute to thee

Best I warn you of a world so cruel We're all pathetic and deserve to choke-on-our-bile And yet the world keeps spinning... i'm wondering... Why don't I end it all today?  Feels so good to be powerless doesn't it? No-- Hate this feeling of tragedey-- All that remains is a shred of mortality - Frail...nothing worth saving I warned you once that you're powerless Powerless to change the fate of existence We were all born dead in his eyes Stillborn we are just dead lies Civilization of horrors This is nothing more We are all stillborn In his eyes--

For two days, I've been trying to write, about how the moisture from damp autumn grass stained my shoulder blades, as they were pressed against the earth. But every time I try, to recapture the recollection, I end up recalling just exactly how you would argue. How you would say that the grass cant be a part of autumn - because the leaves are already changing colour. And I would want to explain, that the temperature of the air, and the taste of that time of evening, could directly influence the seasons. Logically. But I would be much more vibrant than that, I would be much more logical. And as I would be speaking, to yo

Have a young summer she sang. And if you forget, to never remember, Remember to eat life like whip cream From a porcelain bowl, with a melancholy spoon. And in case you remember, to never forget, Play blackjack for strawberry shortcake. Run rampant up trees and down into lakes. Have a young summer she sang to a spoon. Live life with the passion matched by the texture of skin, The colour of songs, And the smell of blue ink. Have a young summer she sang to a spoon, covered in pheremones and sent to the moon. Write songs of young summers and sing to the moon, Write songs about girls who love the life that's reflected in spoons. Ple

So it is tonight that shall be marked as my first night without you. Although to be sure last night had a certain finality to it, and as that night - so was the night before. But tonight it is official - and by my own consent and hand I have cut from me, my very joy and love in one stroke. By my own allegations have you been sent from my world, my hands, my mind, - oh, if only my heart. Our last, sitting in the almost-rain, was not as sweet as it should have been, but it was my goodbye not yours. I guess I should have told you that night was the only oppritunity for closure; for me - it was. But it either slipped my tongue without sound